If there’s one place in which I would find the darkest roads, the most painful obstacles, and the heaviest rainfalls, I would find it nowhere but in my life – MY CAGE.
Tired, bored, and curious of what the outside world looks like – that’s exactly how I define my self. For all the years of my living, my whole world revolves under the mighty words of the people around me. I’ve been fed up by their “Do this!” and “Do that!” .Somehow, I always feel like I was born to obey. And it’s been very hard for me fulfilling all their high expectations. For them, I am nothing if I don’t bring them the honor and pride they are demanding. It seems like everything is a “Do or Die” policy.
So many things are still unclear for me. “Why do they have to compare me to their selves? Am I them?” .So many questions are deprived of the chance to be asked. I wonder how my life gets worse and worse everyday each time I hear those voices – voices that command me to do things that are strongly against my will.
I am in a cage, in a very small cage with vast dreams and infinite curiosity of what the life outside can be. But I never lose hope. I never give up. I never stop finding all possible ways to a day where I will break my silence and finally RULE MY SELF…
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